(no subject)

[juldea]

I don't think that stopping the things that I am proud of myself for is what is going to make me feel better. Why does no one else understand that?

I guess I'm going to start losing friends because ... well I don't know why. Because I think that giving up things I have incentive to do won't give me incentive to do things? Imagine that.

I am so bottled up with emotion, and I have no outlet for it. I could cry, but that's not physical enough. I want to take a hammer and destroy something.

Which friend will decide they don't want to deal with me next?

I told you I'd end up alone. One by one...

Comments

Re:

[juldea.livejournal.com]

I don't want to hurt other PEOPLE ;)

I probably should have exercised yesterday. That's a good way to get rid of energy!