Sigh

[juldea]

It's a weird feeling. I've been depressed before, and I'm not depressed now. Not like I used to be. I certainly feel like I'm not overworked in class, or underpaid at work... I'm not overwhelmed by life. I just have this inability to do all the things I really want to do... In the morning, when the alarm is going off, my brain isn't in full functioning capacity yet, and sleep always wins out over, "But later I'll really be upset if I don't..." Like this morning. I certianly had plans to wake up, exercise, go mail Butthole his Zelda gameboy cartridge (sigh), maybe even go buy the books I need for independent study... but no, I slept instead. Slept right through discrete math, yet again. Got an email this afternoon from the professor asking if I intend to drop the course... I've missed 3 classes in a row... have an exam in it next Tuesday. I really will definitely make it to class on Thursday, because now the professor knows and for some reason, the thought of someone else berating me for that kind of thing smacks my ass into shape. *sigh*

Which reminds me, I have a lot of homework type stuff to do tonight. I'll get to it.

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[juldea.livejournal.com]

It's the law of conversation of class-skipping!

[ex-dervish821.livejournal.com]

yes. we must, by law, talk about class-skipping?