insert melodrama here

[juldea]

I think I must be a masochist. I willingly went to the mall today to try on clothes. I should know by now that all that causes is PAIN, ANGUISH, and SUFFERING.

Especially because I found something I liked. Size 34. Buy it for me and I'll love you.

That was Hot Topic, though, where I'm guaranteed to like at least one thing I can't afford. Since those pants are reversible, I consider them worth the price, I just couldn't afford them.

Everywhere else, and at Hot Topic in the girls' section, it's like I'm setting myself up. I should know that I don't fit right into normal people's clothes. I've got a size 10 waist with size 16 hips, that's bound to cause problems (and does). Sigh.

However, I got some nice earrings. I decided that my ears are REALLY noticable now, and so I should wear earrings to look pretty. Especially since I realized I have the exact same haircut as petrorabbit, aka Shawn (Shaun? Sean?). So I'm doing what I can to increase the femininity of my appearance. And twinkly earrings sure help me feel more female, so ha!

My memory has been slipping lately, too. About important things. Silly me.

Tonight is my last night of fun before the weekend of Papa John's, but I have p. math homework due in the morning. Hopefully it won't take long... once I start doing it... once again, silly me.

me so HONGRY!

Comments

[dayeaux.livejournal.com]

I know not who(m?) Petrorabbit is, but his lj has provided me with long periods of good laughter. Your friend has a way with words. I would tell him this but he seems like someone who might be freaked by receiving messages from strangers and I almost feel intrusive as it is, just reading posts of people I don't know. (o: Thanks for having such interesting friend though.

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[juldea.livejournal.com]

Actually, he's not an incredibly close friend of mine, either. More of a friend of a friend. But what I know if him is pretty cool, and his LJ is awesome!

And to answer the who/whom question, change the question part of your sentence into a separate question. So instead of "I don't know who(m) Petrorabbit is", say "Who is Petrorabbit?" They're the same thing, in different form, and so you can tell that you use 'who' in that case. :)

Sorry if you didn't want to know that, I'm a big grammar nut!

[petrorabbit.livejournal.com]

Not really the same haircut. Mines a bit longer. Also, I haven't used a brush or comb in over 5 years now, so its a bit wilder than any self-respecting girl-haircut. This is what I tell myself whenever someone tells me I have a girl's haircut :)



Also it occurs to me that anyone with a 10 waist and 16 hips is shaped quite like a girl should be shaped and is unlikely to be called masculine.

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[juldea.livejournal.com]

Well, the mistake you're making is using the picture of me taken right after returning from the salon. After a few hours, it stopped being quite so curly and stuck up more, therein creating the similarities to yours. Hey, goldbug, Logan, and Karen all agree!

Which is why I've taken to wearing sparkly earrings to distinguish myself from you, because obviously we'd get confused otherwise.

As to the waist/hips, that distinction is a lot easier seen in the summer, when baggy sweatshirts and sweaters are not the fashion of choice. I like my waist, but it doesn't get to flaunt itself in the winter.

[mongonoodle.livejournal.com]

remember when we were looking at shirts for you in structure at the norman fashion mall and someone who worked there came up behind us and said "are you ladies findng everything alright?"

[mongonoodle.livejournal.com]

i, on the other hand, know the old rabbit very well, and i know that he likes getting messages from random people, and he's very likely to be freaked out by it, especially if you're complimenting his writing style. be prepared, however, for someone who is not warm and cuddly or at all delicate in regards to your feelings unless he feels like it. ;) he's a tricky one, that rabbit. one of my closest and oldest friends, though.

[mongonoodle.livejournal.com]

um. he's *not* very likely to be freaked out by it.

[petrorabbit.livejournal.com]

Funny. I seem to recall a number of years where I warmed and cuddled you entirely adequately.

[mongonoodle.livejournal.com]

that's why i said "unless he feels like it." i was merely saying not to *expect* you to be warm and cuddly. ;)

[petrorabbit.livejournal.com]

It seems unlikely you would find anyone on livejournal who would be upset by a stranger looking in on their journal. There might be oddballs out there who post to a site like livejournal and hope nobody reads it, but they'd be kinda missing the point of a community driven site like lj and would be better served writing to a text file safely stored away on their own computer or even locked away in their bedside drawer. Upon my entry into this community I quickly added a number of people I didn't know, and I try to make sure that at least half of my friends list is composed of people I don't know. I find it very satisfying and sometimes enlightening to share in a little bit of the richness of others peoples lives and thoughts and since the "God" position seems to have been filled, Livejournal seems to be the next best way to get that perspective.