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There's a, oh, meter tall box that was until recently full of stuff and topped with a blanket that Pixel loved to jump atop of and lay on. She tried to do this after I had emptied the box. For her credit, she did get up on her hind legs and try and see if the box still had its cozy blanket layer, but I guess even though she couldn't see it she thought it was worth a try. It was quite amusing to watch, and the noise she made hitting the bottom of the box was funny, too. Only because she didn't hurt anything except her pride.
14 November 2002
There's a, oh, meter tall box that was until recently full of stuff and topped with a blanket that Pixel loved to jump atop of and lay on. She tried to do this after I had emptied the box. For her credit, she did get up on her hind legs and try and see if the box still had its cozy blanket layer, but I guess even though she couldn't see it she thought it was worth a try. It was quite amusing to watch, and the noise she made hitting the bottom of the box was funny, too. Only because she didn't hurt anything except her pride.
freakishness
14 November 2002 17:45So it ends up that I skipped a day of my life. Pretty much completely lost it. And, well, I don't regret it.
Originally intending to stay up all night Tuesday night to do things, instead I fell asleep at around 2am. I woke up to disagree with my alarm clock at 7am, and I woke again to use the restroom at about 2pm, but in total I seriously slept until 6pm on Wednesday. It was dark outside when I awoke. And it wasn't the blurry awakening of someone who has slept too little or too much, it was the clear awakening of someone who has slept just enough.
What does this mean? I don't have a clue. I missed an entire day, work and all, without warning. Certainly I wasn't in the greatest of mental moods.
There are very few people right now that I feel close enough with to talk to them while I'm in such a mood. And, ironically enough, a couple of them that I feel close enough with, I don't want to talk to them while I'm in such a mood because they shouldn't have to deal with me while I'm like that. So take it as a good thing if I don't approach you when I'm upset. You really don't want to see it. I don't even think Jason deserves everything I dump on him.
So, I decided to continue spending a day away from 'life', and didn't get on my computer for a few hours, choosing instead to clean my apartment and read for class and do other important things that I never seem to find the time to do. And I got things done, and it was a good thing.
Not completely cheered up, I got on the computer and promptly ignored anything except communication to Jason. And that helped a lot. As horrible as he thinks he is at making me feel better, talking to him really does help me work through whatever I'm feeling.
Then, I looked at and replied to other communications.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
la2il2ok logged off as soon as I sent him a reply, and I still don't know what to make of that. dervish was still up, and so I talked to her for a while. And looked at baby pictures. :)
Interestingly enough, I was sleepy again at about 2am, and went to bed. I woke up with no problems this morning at 7:30, and spent some time playing with my hair (blue spiker gel! Although I have less spikes and more of a crest) before coming in to campus. I read for my classes and - this hasn't happened in weeks - went to both of them. And didn't fall asleep! Or even start to nod off! It was amazing. I was happy with the results.
Strangely enough, though, I still felt tired enough to warrant a nap this afternoon before work.
I guess I'm just a freakish kid. Strange sleep cycles and all that. Not to mention mood swings. Maybe this day off will fuel me until Thanksgiving break...
Originally intending to stay up all night Tuesday night to do things, instead I fell asleep at around 2am. I woke up to disagree with my alarm clock at 7am, and I woke again to use the restroom at about 2pm, but in total I seriously slept until 6pm on Wednesday. It was dark outside when I awoke. And it wasn't the blurry awakening of someone who has slept too little or too much, it was the clear awakening of someone who has slept just enough.
What does this mean? I don't have a clue. I missed an entire day, work and all, without warning. Certainly I wasn't in the greatest of mental moods.
There are very few people right now that I feel close enough with to talk to them while I'm in such a mood. And, ironically enough, a couple of them that I feel close enough with, I don't want to talk to them while I'm in such a mood because they shouldn't have to deal with me while I'm like that. So take it as a good thing if I don't approach you when I'm upset. You really don't want to see it. I don't even think Jason deserves everything I dump on him.
So, I decided to continue spending a day away from 'life', and didn't get on my computer for a few hours, choosing instead to clean my apartment and read for class and do other important things that I never seem to find the time to do. And I got things done, and it was a good thing.
Not completely cheered up, I got on the computer and promptly ignored anything except communication to Jason. And that helped a lot. As horrible as he thinks he is at making me feel better, talking to him really does help me work through whatever I'm feeling.
Then, I looked at and replied to other communications.
la2il2ok logged off as soon as I sent him a reply, and I still don't know what to make of that. dervish was still up, and so I talked to her for a while. And looked at baby pictures. :)Interestingly enough, I was sleepy again at about 2am, and went to bed. I woke up with no problems this morning at 7:30, and spent some time playing with my hair (blue spiker gel! Although I have less spikes and more of a crest) before coming in to campus. I read for my classes and - this hasn't happened in weeks - went to both of them. And didn't fall asleep! Or even start to nod off! It was amazing. I was happy with the results.
Strangely enough, though, I still felt tired enough to warrant a nap this afternoon before work.
I guess I'm just a freakish kid. Strange sleep cycles and all that. Not to mention mood swings. Maybe this day off will fuel me until Thanksgiving break...
freakishness
14 November 2002 17:45So it ends up that I skipped a day of my life. Pretty much completely lost it. And, well, I don't regret it.
Originally intending to stay up all night Tuesday night to do things, instead I fell asleep at around 2am. I woke up to disagree with my alarm clock at 7am, and I woke again to use the restroom at about 2pm, but in total I seriously slept until 6pm on Wednesday. It was dark outside when I awoke. And it wasn't the blurry awakening of someone who has slept too little or too much, it was the clear awakening of someone who has slept just enough.
What does this mean? I don't have a clue. I missed an entire day, work and all, without warning. Certainly I wasn't in the greatest of mental moods.
There are very few people right now that I feel close enough with to talk to them while I'm in such a mood. And, ironically enough, a couple of them that I feel close enough with, I don't want to talk to them while I'm in such a mood because they shouldn't have to deal with me while I'm like that. So take it as a good thing if I don't approach you when I'm upset. You really don't want to see it. I don't even think Jason deserves everything I dump on him.
So, I decided to continue spending a day away from 'life', and didn't get on my computer for a few hours, choosing instead to clean my apartment and read for class and do other important things that I never seem to find the time to do. And I got things done, and it was a good thing.
Not completely cheered up, I got on the computer and promptly ignored anything except communication to Jason. And that helped a lot. As horrible as he thinks he is at making me feel better, talking to him really does help me work through whatever I'm feeling.
Then, I looked at and replied to other communications.la2il2ok logged off as soon as I sent him a reply, and I still don't know what to make of that. dervish was still up, and so I talked to her for a while. And looked at baby pictures. :)
Interestingly enough, I was sleepy again at about 2am, and went to bed. I woke up with no problems this morning at 7:30, and spent some time playing with my hair (blue spiker gel! Although I have less spikes and more of a crest) before coming in to campus. I read for my classes and - this hasn't happened in weeks - went to both of them. And didn't fall asleep! Or even start to nod off! It was amazing. I was happy with the results.
Strangely enough, though, I still felt tired enough to warrant a nap this afternoon before work.
I guess I'm just a freakish kid. Strange sleep cycles and all that. Not to mention mood swings. Maybe this day off will fuel me until Thanksgiving break...
Originally intending to stay up all night Tuesday night to do things, instead I fell asleep at around 2am. I woke up to disagree with my alarm clock at 7am, and I woke again to use the restroom at about 2pm, but in total I seriously slept until 6pm on Wednesday. It was dark outside when I awoke. And it wasn't the blurry awakening of someone who has slept too little or too much, it was the clear awakening of someone who has slept just enough.
What does this mean? I don't have a clue. I missed an entire day, work and all, without warning. Certainly I wasn't in the greatest of mental moods.
There are very few people right now that I feel close enough with to talk to them while I'm in such a mood. And, ironically enough, a couple of them that I feel close enough with, I don't want to talk to them while I'm in such a mood because they shouldn't have to deal with me while I'm like that. So take it as a good thing if I don't approach you when I'm upset. You really don't want to see it. I don't even think Jason deserves everything I dump on him.
So, I decided to continue spending a day away from 'life', and didn't get on my computer for a few hours, choosing instead to clean my apartment and read for class and do other important things that I never seem to find the time to do. And I got things done, and it was a good thing.
Not completely cheered up, I got on the computer and promptly ignored anything except communication to Jason. And that helped a lot. As horrible as he thinks he is at making me feel better, talking to him really does help me work through whatever I'm feeling.
Then, I looked at and replied to other communications.
la2il2ok logged off as soon as I sent him a reply, and I still don't know what to make of that. dervish was still up, and so I talked to her for a while. And looked at baby pictures. :)Interestingly enough, I was sleepy again at about 2am, and went to bed. I woke up with no problems this morning at 7:30, and spent some time playing with my hair (blue spiker gel! Although I have less spikes and more of a crest) before coming in to campus. I read for my classes and - this hasn't happened in weeks - went to both of them. And didn't fall asleep! Or even start to nod off! It was amazing. I was happy with the results.
Strangely enough, though, I still felt tired enough to warrant a nap this afternoon before work.
I guess I'm just a freakish kid. Strange sleep cycles and all that. Not to mention mood swings. Maybe this day off will fuel me until Thanksgiving break...
For those of you who wondered what my new hair would look like if I put gel in it and made it defy gravity, I give you this. And this, from the back.
For those of you who just want to look at my own indulgence in taking photos of my cats (including Pixel in a cardboard box, on the top shelf in my closet, and on top of the fridge checkin' out the sake), look here.
For those of you who just want to look at my own indulgence in taking photos of my cats (including Pixel in a cardboard box, on the top shelf in my closet, and on top of the fridge checkin' out the sake), look here.
For those of you who wondered what my new hair would look like if I put gel in it and made it defy gravity, I give you this. And this, from the back.
For those of you who just want to look at my own indulgence in taking photos of my cats (including Pixel in a cardboard box, on the top shelf in my closet, and on top of the fridge checkin' out the sake), look here.
For those of you who just want to look at my own indulgence in taking photos of my cats (including Pixel in a cardboard box, on the top shelf in my closet, and on top of the fridge checkin' out the sake), look here.
Tiffany's chorus performance was pretty good. :) It lasted less than an hour, the songs were entertaining, I could see Tiffany well (I was in one of the balcony wings), and it was free. Woo!
There was one soprano who kept my eye, but not in any kind of good way. Her stance was just... I dunno how to describe it. I wanted to jump down onto the stage and fix her head and shoulders and facial expression. Instead I tried to concentrate on Tiffany instead, or on reading the lyrics to the music without tuning out the music. :)
I wish I would've remembered that her show was tonight before I did my hair this morning. Her mom took pictures that I bowed out of because I had a large blue crest on my forehead and didn't quite feel right posing in someone's memoirs like that. ;) While it's a good style to wear for fun, it's not something I want to wear daily.
And for that reason I'm glad it washed out fairly quickly and easily, eh? :)
There was one soprano who kept my eye, but not in any kind of good way. Her stance was just... I dunno how to describe it. I wanted to jump down onto the stage and fix her head and shoulders and facial expression. Instead I tried to concentrate on Tiffany instead, or on reading the lyrics to the music without tuning out the music. :)
I wish I would've remembered that her show was tonight before I did my hair this morning. Her mom took pictures that I bowed out of because I had a large blue crest on my forehead and didn't quite feel right posing in someone's memoirs like that. ;) While it's a good style to wear for fun, it's not something I want to wear daily.
And for that reason I'm glad it washed out fairly quickly and easily, eh? :)
Tiffany's chorus performance was pretty good. :) It lasted less than an hour, the songs were entertaining, I could see Tiffany well (I was in one of the balcony wings), and it was free. Woo!
There was one soprano who kept my eye, but not in any kind of good way. Her stance was just... I dunno how to describe it. I wanted to jump down onto the stage and fix her head and shoulders and facial expression. Instead I tried to concentrate on Tiffany instead, or on reading the lyrics to the music without tuning out the music. :)
I wish I would've remembered that her show was tonight before I did my hair this morning. Her mom took pictures that I bowed out of because I had a large blue crest on my forehead and didn't quite feel right posing in someone's memoirs like that. ;) While it's a good style to wear for fun, it's not something I want to wear daily.
And for that reason I'm glad it washed out fairly quickly and easily, eh? :)
There was one soprano who kept my eye, but not in any kind of good way. Her stance was just... I dunno how to describe it. I wanted to jump down onto the stage and fix her head and shoulders and facial expression. Instead I tried to concentrate on Tiffany instead, or on reading the lyrics to the music without tuning out the music. :)
I wish I would've remembered that her show was tonight before I did my hair this morning. Her mom took pictures that I bowed out of because I had a large blue crest on my forehead and didn't quite feel right posing in someone's memoirs like that. ;) While it's a good style to wear for fun, it's not something I want to wear daily.
And for that reason I'm glad it washed out fairly quickly and easily, eh? :)