to friends

I'm sorry. I didn't lie to you, I do want to hang out with you. [no, this is not written with any one person in mind, it's to everyone]. It's just that, whenever I have spare time on my hands, I end up depressed and crying. Not in the mood to hang out. I feel guilty if I think about you or you call during this time, because when I'm in the middle of a scheduled activity and thinking about what I'd -like- to do in my free time, I think about you. But during my free time, I'm... well, I'm thinking of what I should be doing with my free time. Not having it free, basically. I don't need to get into it here. I just hope that no one thinks I've lied to them and that I don't want to be their friend.

to friends

I'm sorry. I didn't lie to you, I do want to hang out with you. [no, this is not written with any one person in mind, it's to everyone]. It's just that, whenever I have spare time on my hands, I end up depressed and crying. Not in the mood to hang out. I feel guilty if I think about you or you call during this time, because when I'm in the middle of a scheduled activity and thinking about what I'd -like- to do in my free time, I think about you. But during my free time, I'm... well, I'm thinking of what I should be doing with my free time. Not having it free, basically. I don't need to get into it here. I just hope that no one thinks I've lied to them and that I don't want to be their friend.

once again...

Again, I'm sorry. This time to a specific person. I know I told you I'd come, John, but I just now finished my homework. If I hadn't have had a difficult morning and talked to Jason for a while to try to feel better, or taken a nap (which helped a lot), I would've probably made it. But I did those things, and therefore I couldn't make it to your show. I'm sorry.

once again...

Again, I'm sorry. This time to a specific person. I know I told you I'd come, John, but I just now finished my homework. If I hadn't have had a difficult morning and talked to Jason for a while to try to feel better, or taken a nap (which helped a lot), I would've probably made it. But I did those things, and therefore I couldn't make it to your show. I'm sorry.