starting off...

Well, I worked a full 5 hours at Saxon today. Go me. It's a good start.

I also found out that it's okay to take Zoloft and Lorcet together as long as I keep track of how I feel. If I start feeling horribly sleepy, let someone know, and definitely don't drive.

Hint: when you're taking pain medication for a sore mouth, and you start feeling sleepy but want to keep yourself awake, don't slap yourself. Duh.

I swear I've already posted this, but it's not showing up on my journal... *shrug*

I guess I'll shower tonight.

I'm just in a very melancholy mood. Maybe it's the sedation. I'm slightly worried and upset about things, not enough to freak out about anything, but enough to just not feel happy. Blah.

starting off...

Well, I worked a full 5 hours at Saxon today. Go me. It's a good start.

I also found out that it's okay to take Zoloft and Lorcet together as long as I keep track of how I feel. If I start feeling horribly sleepy, let someone know, and definitely don't drive.

Hint: when you're taking pain medication for a sore mouth, and you start feeling sleepy but want to keep yourself awake, don't slap yourself. Duh.

I swear I've already posted this, but it's not showing up on my journal... *shrug*

I guess I'll shower tonight.

I'm just in a very melancholy mood. Maybe it's the sedation. I'm slightly worried and upset about things, not enough to freak out about anything, but enough to just not feel happy. Blah.

sigh

So many things to worry about, so little time.

sigh

So many things to worry about, so little time.

how do these people get into office?

Be in fear...

One step away from a military state...

how do these people get into office?

Be in fear...

One step away from a military state...

woe is me!

I guess I've just felt like having company today.

I asked Brendan to walk home with me from the lab, even though I had to take him right back when we got home. I wanted him to come to pick up my laptop floppy drive with me, but he had class.

I have a $20 gift certificate for Sooner Mall (my birthday present from Saxon Publishers!!) and want to go spend it tonight, but no one (at least karen and goldbug, my shopping partners) is around.

I'm moving files from my laptop over to Sid (my desktop - short for Obsidian) and it's quite boring. And sleepy. And hungry.

woe is me!

I guess I've just felt like having company today.

I asked Brendan to walk home with me from the lab, even though I had to take him right back when we got home. I wanted him to come to pick up my laptop floppy drive with me, but he had class.

I have a $20 gift certificate for Sooner Mall (my birthday present from Saxon Publishers!!) and want to go spend it tonight, but no one (at least karen and goldbug, my shopping partners) is around.

I'm moving files from my laptop over to Sid (my desktop - short for Obsidian) and it's quite boring. And sleepy. And hungry.

lonely

Penny and Lily were here, starting a cooking project, and then they left.

Goldbug and Karen came by with Ty. They went to Pilates tonight. I wanted to go too, but I didn't know what time it happened. I said that I wanted to do something with Goldbug and Karen (I wanted to go to the mall and spend my $20 gift certificate), but they said they wanted to do things with each other and Ty. Or at least goldbug said, "I want to hang out with Karen and Ty," and Karen didn't say anything.

I know I'm just in a bad sleepy lonely mood. But that doesn't make me feel less rejected.

lonely

Penny and Lily were here, starting a cooking project, and then they left.

Goldbug and Karen came by with Ty. They went to Pilates tonight. I wanted to go too, but I didn't know what time it happened. I said that I wanted to do something with Goldbug and Karen (I wanted to go to the mall and spend my $20 gift certificate), but they said they wanted to do things with each other and Ty. Or at least goldbug said, "I want to hang out with Karen and Ty," and Karen didn't say anything.

I know I'm just in a bad sleepy lonely mood. But that doesn't make me feel less rejected.