I don't understand....
13 June 2002 15:35![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
juldeaI'm in my room. It's a bit messy, but clean-up would take only about 15 minutes. Textbooks are within easy reach. Sewing projects are lined against the wall. I saw Jason on Wednesday, and will again tomorrow, following which I will spend the weekend with him. I slept for 11ish hours. It's another 3 hours before I could go to the gym due to student restrictions. I have no committments past making myself look presentable when Adriana's mother shows up at 9pm.
Why is it that all that seems possible for me to do is sit on the computer, talk to jason, and read livejournal? Or crawl in bed to sleep.
I'm not saying this right. There's a ... lack of comprehension in my brain for starting any other task. It's not that I don't want to, it just doesn't occur to me. Thinking, "Oh, I could start my psychology class," falls in the same category as, "Oh, I could drive to Maine." I could, it's completely within my possibilities, but it's not a serious idea.
That's not it either.
I just don't get what's going on in my head.
Why is it that all that seems possible for me to do is sit on the computer, talk to jason, and read livejournal? Or crawl in bed to sleep.
I'm not saying this right. There's a ... lack of comprehension in my brain for starting any other task. It's not that I don't want to, it just doesn't occur to me. Thinking, "Oh, I could start my psychology class," falls in the same category as, "Oh, I could drive to Maine." I could, it's completely within my possibilities, but it's not a serious idea.
That's not it either.
I just don't get what's going on in my head.