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19 November 2001 20:44![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
juldeaI don't think that stopping the things that I am proud of myself for is what is going to make me feel better. Why does no one else understand that?
I guess I'm going to start losing friends because ... well I don't know why. Because I think that giving up things I have incentive to do won't give me incentive to do things? Imagine that.
I am so bottled up with emotion, and I have no outlet for it. I could cry, but that's not physical enough. I want to take a hammer and destroy something.
Which friend will decide they don't want to deal with me next?
I told you I'd end up alone. One by one...
I guess I'm going to start losing friends because ... well I don't know why. Because I think that giving up things I have incentive to do won't give me incentive to do things? Imagine that.
I am so bottled up with emotion, and I have no outlet for it. I could cry, but that's not physical enough. I want to take a hammer and destroy something.
Which friend will decide they don't want to deal with me next?
I told you I'd end up alone. One by one...