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juldeaobligatory update....
Things going bad. Busy. Stressful. Bombs away.
Rachel's in town, and that's good. Eating a lot of thai food with her is good.
I need to dip my fingers into some kind of non-toxic but very horrible tasting material every morning. I'm chewing the nails down to the nub, and ripping off hangnails right and left. It's painful, but I keep doing it. Stress, again.
I think that maybe by tonight, everyone who is able to will have found out my secret, and I can post it here. Then all of you far-off people can be in the know.
Why is it so detrimental to want to have a nice balance of fun in my life with the school and the work? Do I overdo it and I don't know it?
Things going bad. Busy. Stressful. Bombs away.
Rachel's in town, and that's good. Eating a lot of thai food with her is good.
I need to dip my fingers into some kind of non-toxic but very horrible tasting material every morning. I'm chewing the nails down to the nub, and ripping off hangnails right and left. It's painful, but I keep doing it. Stress, again.
I think that maybe by tonight, everyone who is able to will have found out my secret, and I can post it here. Then all of you far-off people can be in the know.
Why is it so detrimental to want to have a nice balance of fun in my life with the school and the work? Do I overdo it and I don't know it?