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juldeaSo right. Yeah. I have no money. I guess this is a normal state of affairs for most of my friends, but it's not for me.
So my brakes were nearly gone. This, my friends, is a bad thing, and something that I had to pay out of my ass to fix because I didn't want to let it go.
So instead of paying $110, I payed $270. And when asking Dad on the phone yesterday for the $110, which I thought was all I'd need, he said he could find it, but he couldn't send any more until later in the month. You know, after bills are due.
I don't know what to do. I'm yelling at my cats. I can make it through the month if I don't spend any money on anything except bills. That's no gas, no food, no therapy... I will try to give plasma to cover those things... I guess $40/wk (if I go twice a week) would do it. I won't eat thai food - I'll try to use up what little left I have in the fridge.
I am really, really not in the mood to hear anyone tell me I've been spending money unwisely and that I shouldn't complain. I'm not complaining, I'm pissed off. I will show you my monthly budgets if you want to see - look, I took a break and spent $9 to buy myself a CD last week, I must be a horrible person. I bought a flute, I suck. I splurged one night and split a pizza with brendan, how dumb.
At least I can still do laundry because I put money on my Sooner Sense card already.
Sorry to those people whose Christmas presents I haven't gotten to yet. They won't happen, because I suck.
So my brakes were nearly gone. This, my friends, is a bad thing, and something that I had to pay out of my ass to fix because I didn't want to let it go.
So instead of paying $110, I payed $270. And when asking Dad on the phone yesterday for the $110, which I thought was all I'd need, he said he could find it, but he couldn't send any more until later in the month. You know, after bills are due.
I don't know what to do. I'm yelling at my cats. I can make it through the month if I don't spend any money on anything except bills. That's no gas, no food, no therapy... I will try to give plasma to cover those things... I guess $40/wk (if I go twice a week) would do it. I won't eat thai food - I'll try to use up what little left I have in the fridge.
I am really, really not in the mood to hear anyone tell me I've been spending money unwisely and that I shouldn't complain. I'm not complaining, I'm pissed off. I will show you my monthly budgets if you want to see - look, I took a break and spent $9 to buy myself a CD last week, I must be a horrible person. I bought a flute, I suck. I splurged one night and split a pizza with brendan, how dumb.
At least I can still do laundry because I put money on my Sooner Sense card already.
Sorry to those people whose Christmas presents I haven't gotten to yet. They won't happen, because I suck.
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on 1 Dec 2001 10:50 (UTC)i know you have at least two friends who are willing to loan money for important money things like bills and brakes. friends feeding friends has been the name of the game ever since i got to college.
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on 1 Dec 2001 11:12 (UTC)Maybe someone that has $84 to spare can give it to me, and we can transfer the debt of $42 each from Chase and Thom to that someone instead of me. That would help tremendously...