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juldeaThis is going to be one of those journal entries that technically should be private, for my eyes only, but I want to look all cool and make you interested in me so I'm posting it public instead.
Cryptic.
All of my life problems (in the sense of dilemma and puzzle) must be solved right now. Or at least tonight, or this weekend, or this week, or before December 20. Doesn't help that I continually add more problems, eh?
I've decided that, for the latest big one (more puzzle than dilemma), I'm not going to ask for help. I'm not going to ask you what you think I should do, what you think my feelings truly are, etc. I might ask some people questions in search of objective facts concerning consequences, but I don't think any of those people read livejournal... or at least MY livejournal. I'm going to make my own decision, dammit, so that when it's over I can say, "This is what I decided." Easier said than done, I already have rows upon rows in my mental pro/con chart and am no closer to a solution.
Rhetorical question - am I afraid of really being independent?
In more extroverted news, today I met Veronica. She's adorable. I told her, "I'm so glad to be a member of your family," and the statement was valid. :)
Cryptic.
All of my life problems (in the sense of dilemma and puzzle) must be solved right now. Or at least tonight, or this weekend, or this week, or before December 20. Doesn't help that I continually add more problems, eh?
I've decided that, for the latest big one (more puzzle than dilemma), I'm not going to ask for help. I'm not going to ask you what you think I should do, what you think my feelings truly are, etc. I might ask some people questions in search of objective facts concerning consequences, but I don't think any of those people read livejournal... or at least MY livejournal. I'm going to make my own decision, dammit, so that when it's over I can say, "This is what I decided." Easier said than done, I already have rows upon rows in my mental pro/con chart and am no closer to a solution.
Rhetorical question - am I afraid of really being independent?
In more extroverted news, today I met Veronica. She's adorable. I told her, "I'm so glad to be a member of your family," and the statement was valid. :)
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