sigh, stretch, yawn. repeat.

Another day come and gone.

I must be really messed up internally. I attempted to go to bed at midnight last night. Rolled around until 1, got up and had some spaghetti (I was starving). Went back to bed, fell asleep, woke up at 4am. Putzed around online, got back in bed, slept until 7am. Went downstairs to the basement and crawled onto the sofa bed with Jason. Lay there until I felt sleepy again, then returned to his bed alone. Slept until about 10. Went down to wake him up, crawled onto the bed with him again. Snuggled, woke him up, he got up, I ended up sleeping another few hours there. Finally was awake at one or two in the afternoon. And now it's 1am and everyone else is in bed and I'm still here, awake, alone.

If I say any more here it will take a turn for the worse. I'm in a negative mood and I should just not dwell on things I could make bad for myself.

sigh, stretch, yawn. repeat.

Another day come and gone.

I must be really messed up internally. I attempted to go to bed at midnight last night. Rolled around until 1, got up and had some spaghetti (I was starving). Went back to bed, fell asleep, woke up at 4am. Putzed around online, got back in bed, slept until 7am. Went downstairs to the basement and crawled onto the sofa bed with Jason. Lay there until I felt sleepy again, then returned to his bed alone. Slept until about 10. Went down to wake him up, crawled onto the bed with him again. Snuggled, woke him up, he got up, I ended up sleeping another few hours there. Finally was awake at one or two in the afternoon. And now it's 1am and everyone else is in bed and I'm still here, awake, alone.

If I say any more here it will take a turn for the worse. I'm in a negative mood and I should just not dwell on things I could make bad for myself.

still up

Thanks to Rachel for providing me with a way to spend the past few hours productively. At least more so than reading the archives of theviper's livejournal.

The question is, do I now go to bed? Or do I take the chance I have to do something about my current level of satisfaction and happiness?

Odds of things going smoothly are more in my favor if I sleep now, I think. 'Nite.

still up

Thanks to Rachel for providing me with a way to spend the past few hours productively. At least more so than reading the archives of theviper's livejournal.

The question is, do I now go to bed? Or do I take the chance I have to do something about my current level of satisfaction and happiness?

Odds of things going smoothly are more in my favor if I sleep now, I think. 'Nite.