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Is this what it feels like to be upset without being depressed? I can handle it. I mean, it sucks, a lot, but I can deal.

I'm really sick of work. Maybe it's the weather that's bringing me down, but I really just hate being in that office, talking on the phone, explaining things to people. Blah.

Wonderfully, I start my new job in about an hour. I wonder if I'll even partially cheer up by then.

I had a long interesting dream last night. I was being framed for Janke's murder - in reality his girlfriend (some fictional dream girl) did it, but goldbug and I were there and saw. Goldbug was on her side, too. :( At one point I thought I had pursuaded goldbug to let me sneak away (I was being held by two large men in a building until someone could get me), but she alerted the guys and they almost got me. Luckily I was just that much ahead. I was sad that goldbug betrayed me, though.

So, after one month, my net weight loss is... a pound. Well, technically the net loss will be calculated tomorrow, but everything I had lost over the space of this month came right back in the past week. I don't know what's going on. I'm not going to reach my goal, and that upsets me, because it's a reasonable goal. I don't like not being able to reach reasonable goals.

Oh yeah... I'm -11.10 in the bank. But at least that means the check didn't bounce, the bank is just waiting to see if I put money in and then they will charge me an overdraft fee, probably. Whee.

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Is this what it feels like to be upset without being depressed? I can handle it. I mean, it sucks, a lot, but I can deal.

I'm really sick of work. Maybe it's the weather that's bringing me down, but I really just hate being in that office, talking on the phone, explaining things to people. Blah.

Wonderfully, I start my new job in about an hour. I wonder if I'll even partially cheer up by then.

I had a long interesting dream last night. I was being framed for Janke's murder - in reality his girlfriend (some fictional dream girl) did it, but goldbug and I were there and saw. Goldbug was on her side, too. :( At one point I thought I had pursuaded goldbug to let me sneak away (I was being held by two large men in a building until someone could get me), but she alerted the guys and they almost got me. Luckily I was just that much ahead. I was sad that goldbug betrayed me, though.

So, after one month, my net weight loss is... a pound. Well, technically the net loss will be calculated tomorrow, but everything I had lost over the space of this month came right back in the past week. I don't know what's going on. I'm not going to reach my goal, and that upsets me, because it's a reasonable goal. I don't like not being able to reach reasonable goals.

Oh yeah... I'm -11.10 in the bank. But at least that means the check didn't bounce, the bank is just waiting to see if I put money in and then they will charge me an overdraft fee, probably. Whee.

and one more thing....

Oh, and my computer is wanting to break again. The same thing that had it out of my possession for 6 weeks last summer - the fan. Although this time I will go directly to the local repair place instead of sending it to Sony. Stupid Sony kept my computer for a month, and when it came back, they had broken something else. Pfft.

and one more thing....

Oh, and my computer is wanting to break again. The same thing that had it out of my possession for 6 weeks last summer - the fan. Although this time I will go directly to the local repair place instead of sending it to Sony. Stupid Sony kept my computer for a month, and when it came back, they had broken something else. Pfft.

*trumpet fanfare*

No one was home except cats when I made my triumphant return home from my first night of delivering pizzas. I was disappointed - goldbug should've been here to ooh and aah over my smashing new threads and tips. Maybe she will come home before I go to bed...

I went in at 4. Jeremy, my manager, was supposed to have a shirt and hat for me, but the girl who was supposed to bring them wasn't coming in until 5. So for that hour, I just rode around with another driver and saw how it worked - not complicated at all, as I'm sure you can guess. Then, from 5-8, I delivered!

I went home with $22! I like that number a lot. Since I made that as well as $5.40/hr for actually 4.28 hours (I get a little hour printout when I leave, which is nice). So tonight, for 4 hours of work, I made $45.36 pre-taxes. Nice, over $10.50 an hour! Woohoo!

And it didn't suck. The time passed rather quickly, actually. And I like reading maps. ;)

The people seem to be all okay, too. No one scared me yet.

So, yay! New job that doesn't suck.

Now I'm going to go to bed, because Saxon will have me for 14 hours tomorrow. yuck!

*trumpet fanfare*

No one was home except cats when I made my triumphant return home from my first night of delivering pizzas. I was disappointed - goldbug should've been here to ooh and aah over my smashing new threads and tips. Maybe she will come home before I go to bed...

I went in at 4. Jeremy, my manager, was supposed to have a shirt and hat for me, but the girl who was supposed to bring them wasn't coming in until 5. So for that hour, I just rode around with another driver and saw how it worked - not complicated at all, as I'm sure you can guess. Then, from 5-8, I delivered!

I went home with $22! I like that number a lot. Since I made that as well as $5.40/hr for actually 4.28 hours (I get a little hour printout when I leave, which is nice). So tonight, for 4 hours of work, I made $45.36 pre-taxes. Nice, over $10.50 an hour! Woohoo!

And it didn't suck. The time passed rather quickly, actually. And I like reading maps. ;)

The people seem to be all okay, too. No one scared me yet.

So, yay! New job that doesn't suck.

Now I'm going to go to bed, because Saxon will have me for 14 hours tomorrow. yuck!