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juldeaIs this what it feels like to be upset without being depressed? I can handle it. I mean, it sucks, a lot, but I can deal.
I'm really sick of work. Maybe it's the weather that's bringing me down, but I really just hate being in that office, talking on the phone, explaining things to people. Blah.
Wonderfully, I start my new job in about an hour. I wonder if I'll even partially cheer up by then.
I had a long interesting dream last night. I was being framed for Janke's murder - in reality his girlfriend (some fictional dream girl) did it, but goldbug and I were there and saw. Goldbug was on her side, too. :( At one point I thought I had pursuaded goldbug to let me sneak away (I was being held by two large men in a building until someone could get me), but she alerted the guys and they almost got me. Luckily I was just that much ahead. I was sad that goldbug betrayed me, though.
So, after one month, my net weight loss is... a pound. Well, technically the net loss will be calculated tomorrow, but everything I had lost over the space of this month came right back in the past week. I don't know what's going on. I'm not going to reach my goal, and that upsets me, because it's a reasonable goal. I don't like not being able to reach reasonable goals.
Oh yeah... I'm -11.10 in the bank. But at least that means the check didn't bounce, the bank is just waiting to see if I put money in and then they will charge me an overdraft fee, probably. Whee.
I'm really sick of work. Maybe it's the weather that's bringing me down, but I really just hate being in that office, talking on the phone, explaining things to people. Blah.
Wonderfully, I start my new job in about an hour. I wonder if I'll even partially cheer up by then.
I had a long interesting dream last night. I was being framed for Janke's murder - in reality his girlfriend (some fictional dream girl) did it, but goldbug and I were there and saw. Goldbug was on her side, too. :( At one point I thought I had pursuaded goldbug to let me sneak away (I was being held by two large men in a building until someone could get me), but she alerted the guys and they almost got me. Luckily I was just that much ahead. I was sad that goldbug betrayed me, though.
So, after one month, my net weight loss is... a pound. Well, technically the net loss will be calculated tomorrow, but everything I had lost over the space of this month came right back in the past week. I don't know what's going on. I'm not going to reach my goal, and that upsets me, because it's a reasonable goal. I don't like not being able to reach reasonable goals.
Oh yeah... I'm -11.10 in the bank. But at least that means the check didn't bounce, the bank is just waiting to see if I put money in and then they will charge me an overdraft fee, probably. Whee.