and I thought I was grumpy LAST night...

So right. Yeah. I have no money. I guess this is a normal state of affairs for most of my friends, but it's not for me.

So my brakes were nearly gone. This, my friends, is a bad thing, and something that I had to pay out of my ass to fix because I didn't want to let it go.

So instead of paying $110, I payed $270. And when asking Dad on the phone yesterday for the $110, which I thought was all I'd need, he said he could find it, but he couldn't send any more until later in the month. You know, after bills are due.

I don't know what to do. I'm yelling at my cats. I can make it through the month if I don't spend any money on anything except bills. That's no gas, no food, no therapy... I will try to give plasma to cover those things... I guess $40/wk (if I go twice a week) would do it. I won't eat thai food - I'll try to use up what little left I have in the fridge.

I am really, really not in the mood to hear anyone tell me I've been spending money unwisely and that I shouldn't complain. I'm not complaining, I'm pissed off. I will show you my monthly budgets if you want to see - look, I took a break and spent $9 to buy myself a CD last week, I must be a horrible person. I bought a flute, I suck. I splurged one night and split a pizza with brendan, how dumb.

At least I can still do laundry because I put money on my Sooner Sense card already.

Sorry to those people whose Christmas presents I haven't gotten to yet. They won't happen, because I suck.

and I thought I was grumpy LAST night...

So right. Yeah. I have no money. I guess this is a normal state of affairs for most of my friends, but it's not for me.

So my brakes were nearly gone. This, my friends, is a bad thing, and something that I had to pay out of my ass to fix because I didn't want to let it go.

So instead of paying $110, I payed $270. And when asking Dad on the phone yesterday for the $110, which I thought was all I'd need, he said he could find it, but he couldn't send any more until later in the month. You know, after bills are due.

I don't know what to do. I'm yelling at my cats. I can make it through the month if I don't spend any money on anything except bills. That's no gas, no food, no therapy... I will try to give plasma to cover those things... I guess $40/wk (if I go twice a week) would do it. I won't eat thai food - I'll try to use up what little left I have in the fridge.

I am really, really not in the mood to hear anyone tell me I've been spending money unwisely and that I shouldn't complain. I'm not complaining, I'm pissed off. I will show you my monthly budgets if you want to see - look, I took a break and spent $9 to buy myself a CD last week, I must be a horrible person. I bought a flute, I suck. I splurged one night and split a pizza with brendan, how dumb.

At least I can still do laundry because I put money on my Sooner Sense card already.

Sorry to those people whose Christmas presents I haven't gotten to yet. They won't happen, because I suck.