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boy I want to post a big long rant and make myself and everyone else feel really horrible

but it's late, I'm tired, and I probably won't be so upset in the morning.

I think I still will be, though.

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boy I want to post a big long rant and make myself and everyone else feel really horrible

but it's late, I'm tired, and I probably won't be so upset in the morning.

I think I still will be, though.

random collection of thoughts

p math test - done. not an A, but done.
german paper - well I was going to work on it here at work, but I forgot to email what I had to myself. I'll just turn it in late. again.

life isn't like song lyrics.

I'm going to back off and be passive. If I can live like it and I really will just be there no matter the situation, well, apparently it's not too important. If it's too much and it drives me away, well, maybe that will be enough impetus to change the situation.

Maybe I shouldn't buy a computer. Maybe I should re-evaluate why I want it.

maybe I should re-evaluate what I want in general

do I want to be treated like this? no.
do I want the situation, as a whole, to end? no.
are the two mutually inclusive? maybe. we'll see?

pad thai today was made with glass (bean thread) noodles instead of regular rice noodles. yum. there was also "basil mussels" as one of the entrees, but I wasn't feeling that adventurous.

My fortune cookie says "Good news will come to you from far away." I wonder where/what that is. Certainly no good news came from my bank account.

my mood is very difficult right now. certain parts of my mind are heavy, cloudy, and black. other parts (like the tasting-thai-food part) are doin' fine. not wonderfulsuperduper, but fine. okay. can't complain.

tiffany relates.

I think I'm using livejournal as a stand-in. My normal listener is AWOL.

random collection of thoughts

p math test - done. not an A, but done.
german paper - well I was going to work on it here at work, but I forgot to email what I had to myself. I'll just turn it in late. again.

life isn't like song lyrics.

I'm going to back off and be passive. If I can live like it and I really will just be there no matter the situation, well, apparently it's not too important. If it's too much and it drives me away, well, maybe that will be enough impetus to change the situation.

Maybe I shouldn't buy a computer. Maybe I should re-evaluate why I want it.

maybe I should re-evaluate what I want in general

do I want to be treated like this? no.
do I want the situation, as a whole, to end? no.
are the two mutually inclusive? maybe. we'll see?

pad thai today was made with glass (bean thread) noodles instead of regular rice noodles. yum. there was also "basil mussels" as one of the entrees, but I wasn't feeling that adventurous.

My fortune cookie says "Good news will come to you from far away." I wonder where/what that is. Certainly no good news came from my bank account.

my mood is very difficult right now. certain parts of my mind are heavy, cloudy, and black. other parts (like the tasting-thai-food part) are doin' fine. not wonderfulsuperduper, but fine. okay. can't complain.

tiffany relates.

I think I'm using livejournal as a stand-in. My normal listener is AWOL.

wow

Penny Arcade and PvP really have it right today.

wow

Penny Arcade and PvP really have it right today.

Shaniqua don't live here no more

Julia at Work: (6:51) I just got two calls in a row for Tyrone. I get about 5 calls a week for Tyrone. I'm thinking of changing my number.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:52 PM) Wow.

Julia at Work: (6:52 PM) yeah. and it's been going on for months.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:53 PM) Ick.

Julia at Work: (6:53 PM) and Tyrone's friends don't sound like anyone I would want to associate with

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:54 PM) That's too bad.

Julia at Work: (6:55 PM) yeah. I could probably make some new friends.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:56 PM) Hey, no, you have the wrong number, but this is Julia. What's your name?

Julia at Work: (6:56 PM) so what is Tyrone like? I get a lot of calls for him.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:56 PM) Wow, if someone did that to me, I would expect the next question to be, "And have you accepted Jesus Christ as your own personal Lord and Savior?"

Shaniqua don't live here no more

Julia at Work: (6:51) I just got two calls in a row for Tyrone. I get about 5 calls a week for Tyrone. I'm thinking of changing my number.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:52 PM) Wow.

Julia at Work: (6:52 PM) yeah. and it's been going on for months.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:53 PM) Ick.

Julia at Work: (6:53 PM) and Tyrone's friends don't sound like anyone I would want to associate with

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:54 PM) That's too bad.

Julia at Work: (6:55 PM) yeah. I could probably make some new friends.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:56 PM) Hey, no, you have the wrong number, but this is Julia. What's your name?

Julia at Work: (6:56 PM) so what is Tyrone like? I get a lot of calls for him.

Withlyn Tiddlekins: (6:56 PM) Wow, if someone did that to me, I would expect the next question to be, "And have you accepted Jesus Christ as your own personal Lord and Savior?"