sigh

[juldea]

I want Jason. I want him awake and talking to me. I want him telling me that I will get better and I will be well when I visit him and he will kiss me and hug me a whole lot. I want him to telll me he wishes he were here to kiss me and hug me right now. I want him to lie down with me in bed and hold me until I fall asleep. I want him to kiss my forehead. I want him to rub my tummy. I want him to make me macaroni and cheese. To sit with me and put a kitty on my lap and pet it together. To pick up Mr. B and find out how many hugs he owes me and pay up.

Or just be awake and online and talking to me. :(