juldea: (Default)
embedded video behind cut )Amazingly emotive performance.

Song fits a lot of current situations in my part of the world.
juldea: (Default)
embedded video behind cut )Amazingly emotive performance.

Song fits a lot of current situations in my part of the world.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
A few hours ago I broke up with [livejournal.com profile] usernamenumber.

I ask that if you know him, go offer him some hugs. Then, if you have some to spare, I'll take a few too.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
A few hours ago I broke up with [livejournal.com profile] usernamenumber.

I ask that if you know him, go offer him some hugs. Then, if you have some to spare, I'll take a few too.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
Today feels like it was poured over with the sticky, viscous fluid of melancholy. I'm mostly blaming it on lack of sleep, though a short conversation with [livejournal.com profile] londo about eight-month-old issues "helped" as well.

Tuesday nights have unofficially become self-date nights, so I'll likely be holing up with my cats tonight, maybe knitting, maybe finishing Madame Bovary (because what I need when I'm in a melancholy mood is Victorian realism, for sure!)

There are two happy things to mention:
1. I have a mystery package from Amazon.com arriving in the next couple of days. I didn't order anything from Amazon. Presents, yay! (Obligatory wishlist pimp)
2. A favorite online card site of mine, http://www.someecards.com has started selling t-shirts. Desirable.

But otherwise, I am :|
juldea: (sleepy catball)
Today feels like it was poured over with the sticky, viscous fluid of melancholy. I'm mostly blaming it on lack of sleep, though a short conversation with [livejournal.com profile] londo about eight-month-old issues "helped" as well.

Tuesday nights have unofficially become self-date nights, so I'll likely be holing up with my cats tonight, maybe knitting, maybe finishing Madame Bovary (because what I need when I'm in a melancholy mood is Victorian realism, for sure!)

There are two happy things to mention:
1. I have a mystery package from Amazon.com arriving in the next couple of days. I didn't order anything from Amazon. Presents, yay! (Obligatory wishlist pimp)
2. A favorite online card site of mine, http://www.someecards.com has started selling t-shirts. Desirable.

But otherwise, I am :|
juldea: (Default)
londo's gone with the last of his stuff.
juldea: (Default)
londo's gone with the last of his stuff.
juldea: (Default)
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I'm Willow.

Wow. "Sorry" doesn't even begin to cut it, does it?

The only, only shred of hope I can find here is that she was eventually forgiven.

So that's what I've got. A TV show plot, a thin shred of hope, and repentance.
juldea: (Default)
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I'm Willow.

Wow. "Sorry" doesn't even begin to cut it, does it?

The only, only shred of hope I can find here is that she was eventually forgiven.

So that's what I've got. A TV show plot, a thin shred of hope, and repentance.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
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Turns out, no matter how much you want to change and wish them back, sometimes you can just make too many mistakes.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
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Turns out, no matter how much you want to change and wish them back, sometimes you can just make too many mistakes.
juldea: (mishakal)
Just got a phone call from my father. His wife of... well, I can't remember exactly when they got married, but it was probably sometime 2002 or 2003, so -- His wife of over five years is apparently going to divorce him. With my little four-year-old half-brother in the mix.

I was going to go there for Christmas. Now I've got to look at either changing or canceling tickets.

I HATE THIS YEAR.
juldea: (mishakal)
Just got a phone call from my father. His wife of... well, I can't remember exactly when they got married, but it was probably sometime 2002 or 2003, so -- His wife of over five years is apparently going to divorce him. With my little four-year-old half-brother in the mix.

I was going to go there for Christmas. Now I've got to look at either changing or canceling tickets.

I HATE THIS YEAR.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
I'm Posty McPosterson lately.

Feeling down. Possibly because I had some boozahol last night, and scientific experimentation is beginning to show that around 18 hours after I drink, I get a mini depressive episode. Bah. Gonna have to determine one of these days that one is not worth the other.

But really, just feeling a little out of whack. A lot of stuff has been going on lately that has not turned out how I would like it to in my ideal world -- yeah, I know, get used to it, right? But it adds up. And today I've been stuck home alone in the cold house, procrastinating doing important things, and feeling very undersocialized and underattentioned while the world turns around me.

Only one thing to do - move on. As soon as I finish having some quality time with the cuddlewhore cat that has jumped onto my lap (maybe she saw herself in the usericon?), I'll clean the bathtub, do a load of dishes, and try out my new (and first ever) bath bomb from Lush. That should perk me up, right? Then I'll get back and tackle the emails that have been sitting unresponded to in my inbox. Some of them are kind of important to have done before tomorrow's ConCom. :P

Aw, man, I'm going to use the 'emo' tag again. Dammit.
juldea: (sleepy catball)
I'm Posty McPosterson lately.

Feeling down. Possibly because I had some boozahol last night, and scientific experimentation is beginning to show that around 18 hours after I drink, I get a mini depressive episode. Bah. Gonna have to determine one of these days that one is not worth the other.

But really, just feeling a little out of whack. A lot of stuff has been going on lately that has not turned out how I would like it to in my ideal world -- yeah, I know, get used to it, right? But it adds up. And today I've been stuck home alone in the cold house, procrastinating doing important things, and feeling very undersocialized and underattentioned while the world turns around me.

Only one thing to do - move on. As soon as I finish having some quality time with the cuddlewhore cat that has jumped onto my lap (maybe she saw herself in the usericon?), I'll clean the bathtub, do a load of dishes, and try out my new (and first ever) bath bomb from Lush. That should perk me up, right? Then I'll get back and tackle the emails that have been sitting unresponded to in my inbox. Some of them are kind of important to have done before tomorrow's ConCom. :P

Aw, man, I'm going to use the 'emo' tag again. Dammit.
juldea: (mishakal)
Last night, pre-pondered but not pre-planned, I had a date with [livejournal.com profile] usernamenumber. We both had a good time. At some point there will be another.

I wish it were that simple.
juldea: (mishakal)
Last night, pre-pondered but not pre-planned, I had a date with [livejournal.com profile] usernamenumber. We both had a good time. At some point there will be another.

I wish it were that simple.
juldea: (hold me!)
Tonight I decided to go walk the Cambridgeside Galleria and maybe get some Christmas shopping done. As I walked around a corner of the second floor, I pretty much walked into a display for one of the jewelry stores that was having a going-out-of-business sale, selling everything for 70-80% off. I oohed and aahed over many things, and kept an eye out for gifts, but what I noticed most were strands of pearls. I had been outright telling londo that I wanted pearl jewelry as a gift for at least three years.

So I bought myself my long-desired pearls, originally $150 for $40. Aren't I so goddamned empowered. Then I walked out of the store, sat on a bench in the mall, and cried until I began having trouble finding dry spots on my handkerchief.

So if you're thinking of jewelry for someone this Christmas, go check out that sale. They still have a pretty hefty amount of stock, all kinds of stuff, lots of other things I wanted to buy for myself but didn't have the same justification for.

I'm gonna go listen to the B.C. Clark jingle and clean the living room before Repo! tonight. Is it too out of place to wear pearls to a campy horror musical?
juldea: (hold me!)
Tonight I decided to go walk the Cambridgeside Galleria and maybe get some Christmas shopping done. As I walked around a corner of the second floor, I pretty much walked into a display for one of the jewelry stores that was having a going-out-of-business sale, selling everything for 70-80% off. I oohed and aahed over many things, and kept an eye out for gifts, but what I noticed most were strands of pearls. I had been outright telling londo that I wanted pearl jewelry as a gift for at least three years.

So I bought myself my long-desired pearls, originally $150 for $40. Aren't I so goddamned empowered. Then I walked out of the store, sat on a bench in the mall, and cried until I began having trouble finding dry spots on my handkerchief.

So if you're thinking of jewelry for someone this Christmas, go check out that sale. They still have a pretty hefty amount of stock, all kinds of stuff, lots of other things I wanted to buy for myself but didn't have the same justification for.

I'm gonna go listen to the B.C. Clark jingle and clean the living room before Repo! tonight. Is it too out of place to wear pearls to a campy horror musical?

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